Pretty much an explanation of why I'm so emotional, obsessive, whatever...

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I'm sure that you guys all know that I have an obsession with Vocaloid and stuff, well, there is reasoning behind it (that I never told anyone)...

You guys also know that I get very depressed/emotional/frazzled at times, well, that's because my life is actually harder than you might think (trust me, you guys don't know everything).

But the Vocaloid stuff is the one thing that keeps me happy. It's the one thing that keeps me even slightly motivated. Without it, I'd probably be even more depressed/emotional and probably just devolve into an empty shell. It's not just because of any type of obsession disorder or anything.

That's why I sometimes get a little overenthusiastic or overprotective about it. It's not all completely being a fangirl or anything like that.

So, I'm sorry if I ever seem too "obsessive" about it, but now you know why.
 
That felt good to get off your chest, didn't it?
 
Yeah, honestly it kind of did.
 
I just was always too afraid to admit it because I thought people would end up biting my head off because of it.

But that was stupid reasoning.
 
Well, this was supposed to be more of a serious topic than a topic in MJ.
 
Rin Kagamine said:
You guys also know that I get very depressed/emotional/frazzled at times, well, that's because my life is actually harder than you might think (trust me, you guys don't know everything).
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It's very unfortunate you have to deal with those kinds of problems.

In the same vein however I hope you are not using this as justification for thinking everyone else's lives are super easy. Everyone has to deal with difficulties in their lives. They are all different for each person, but equally relevant in making their lives seem hard or even completely unmanageable occasionally.

Part of growing up is realizing and coming to terms with that having problems does not make one unique.
 
I'm not using it as a justification like that. I know people's lives aren't easier. And that wasn't my point of this either.
 
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Good. Good.
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I don't think people dislike you for being 'obsessed' with Vocaloid... I think it'd be more likely that people dislike things like you apologizing for being too obsessed with it. Make no apologies. If Vocaloid is what you love, take it and run with it.

If you're having that much trouble with depression I seriously suggest continuing to do things that bring light into your world. Find more things besides Vocaloid and try to see the happiness in other aspects of your life.

A lot of us have emotional/mental problems but we kind of have a little more control over what we choose to type on a message board versus someone IRL bothering us and not knowing what to say at that split second.

Also keep in mind some people are probably joking if they say you're 'too obsessed' with Vocaloid. People say I'm 'too obsessed' with things and I ignore them. The most I do is try not to bring them up in threads where it's not relevant.
 
Rin Kagamine said:
I'm not using it as a justification like that. I know people's lives aren't easier. And that wasn't my point of this either.
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If you don't, then all is well.
 
No one has complained to me about my Baby Luigi obsessiveness and I don't care if anyone does because that's who I am and that's who I like: a fictional character who is a different version of another existing fictional character.
 
You're fine, as your obsession is very contained compared to other people ive seen.

Not really pointing fingers on this forum just other places.

Although mason sums everything up for you and its really good advice.

I'm sure he may understand you better then a lot of people would as well.

Overall dont apologize so much, keep healthy, active, and you'll be better off.

Although i may sound like a hypocrite in this post as i need to follow my own advice, but thats what ive been told and when i actually do it, it helps a lot.
 
Rin Kagamine said:
I'm sure that you guys all know that I have an obsession with Vocaloid and stuff, well, there is reasoning behind it (that I never told anyone)...

You guys also know that I get very depressed/emotional/frazzled at times, well, that's because my life is actually harder than you might think (trust me, you guys don't know everything).

But the Vocaloid stuff is the one thing that keeps me happy. It's the one thing that keeps me even slightly motivated. Without it, I'd probably be even more depressed/emotional and probably just devolve into an empty shell. It's not just because of any type of obsession disorder or anything.

That's why I sometimes get a little overenthusiastic or overprotective about it. It's not all completely being a fangirl or anything like that.

So, I'm sorry if I ever seem too "obsessive" about it, but now you know why.
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*hugs* :'(
 
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