Contra(dictory)
also I hang out here, I guess
important note: apparently me making this thread is egotistic or something. you can see the arguments below if you want, but i'd just prefer it you read this post and came to your own conclusions before proceeding
[9:10:40 PM] Travis Touchdown: I try to stay away from being egotistic with my fics.
[9:10:49 PM] Travis Touchdown: Tabuu gets defeated. A lot.
[9:11:02 PM] Travis Touchdown: He's never the Hero who defeats the Big Bad.
[9:11:14 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: once again, something the rest of the wikific authors can learn
[9:11:17 PM] Travis Touchdown: He's the main character, yeah, and he does a lot of cool shit
[9:11:23 PM] Travis Touchdown: but there's always someone better
[9:11:48 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: you don't have to be the best to be a good character
[9:12:17 PM] Travis Touchdown: exactly
[9:12:45 PM] Travis Touchdown: and I think that's an important thing for those kids to understand
[9:12:47 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: what if i mstd some wiki fic
[9:12:52 PM] Travis Touchdown: you're never going to be the best
[9:13:00 PM] Travis Touchdown: ever, that's the harsh reality of things
[9:13:05 PM] Travis Touchdown: but there's nothing /wrong/ with that
[9:13:06 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: [ash ketchum voice] god fucking dammit
[9:13:29 PM] Travis Touchdown: your friends and your trials and tribulations are what make you strong
[9:13:48 PM] Travis Touchdown: and as long as you learn from all the lessons you're encountered with and always better yourself
[9:14:05 PM] Travis Touchdown: you can find that it's not a bad thing to be second best to somebody else
[9:14:12 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: maybe i'll write something about how being the very best sucks ass
[9:14:24 PM] Travis Touchdown: you'll find that you don't have to be the greatest to be great
[9:14:38 PM] Travis Touchdown: and you don't have to have it all to be happy
[9:14:46 PM] Travis Touchdown: my ambitions are very humble
[9:14:48 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to write
[9:15:01 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to be a writer and a techie
[9:15:10 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to fix people's problems and make things to make them happy.
[9:15:21 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to settle down with someone I love and live the best life I can.
[9:15:22 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: a noble goal
[9:15:26 PM] Travis Touchdown: I don't want fame, or fortune
[9:15:31 PM] Travis Touchdown: I don't want to be rich
[9:15:34 PM] Travis Touchdown: I don't want any of that
You can have a main character without them being the strongest.
You can have a side character that's better than your main.
You can show how flawed the main character is, even if he/she's based on yourself. Acknowledging flaws- and yes, you do have them- is the first step to fixing them.
You can criticize yourself without hating yourself.
You can criticize other people without being mean.
I know that for you guys, Userpedia writing is typically a "just for fun" thing. And I get that. I see the appeal in writing stories where my author avatar is this all-powerful beast and all my friends are super awesome too and we beat up internet vandals and bad guys.
But here's a reality check: that's not how the real world works.
There will always be somebody better than you. You will never be the best.
But that's...not a bad thing. At all.
If anything, it's good. You have reason to better yourself. And as long as you keep working, you'll be a happy person.
Maybe one of the people reading this has more ambition than I do. That's fine. I wish you luck, there. But you will never be the absolute best, have absolute power, absolute knowledge...and if you make it where your fictional representations are all like that, you'll do some comparisons and come out feeling inferior to yourself.
Don't do that.
It's okay to have strong main characters. But make sure they're not the strongest. Don't let them be Mary Sues.
It's okay to depict yourself and your friends in stories against virtual vandals. Why not? It's fun. It's what Userpedia was made for.
But self-improvement is the state of the human race, and it should also be the state of anyone who takes writing even remotely seriously. Even the people who don't want to do this professionally- don't you want to make something good? That people will praise and enjoy? Writing for fun is fun and I've never stopped having fun doing this, and while bettering yourself may not look fun on the surface, actually doing it is like nothing else.
Don't settle for less. You deserve better than that.
I'm saying this because, in all honesty, Project 132 is likely going to be my actual last fic on Userpedia. I'm getting older, now. I'm nearly an adult. There's a point where I'm going to have to leave this place behind, and it's looming ever closer.
Don't worry, I'll finish Project 132 and it's going to be my greatest work yet. I can promise you that. You have plenty to look forward to if you enjoy my fics.
But I feel that I have to leave something behind, for you guys just starting on Userpedia or you guys who've been there for a while. People reading and writing and spriting and all that.
When I leave Userpedia- and I will, one day, permanently- I want to know that I've left behind a site that's thriving and active, where everyone's making excellent work and improving themselves and helping others improve.
Maybe this won't make much of a difference, but I believe that effort means everything when it comes to stuff like this. And it never, never hurts to try, even if you don't make it anywhere.
[9:10:40 PM] Travis Touchdown: I try to stay away from being egotistic with my fics.
[9:10:49 PM] Travis Touchdown: Tabuu gets defeated. A lot.
[9:11:02 PM] Travis Touchdown: He's never the Hero who defeats the Big Bad.
[9:11:14 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: once again, something the rest of the wikific authors can learn
[9:11:17 PM] Travis Touchdown: He's the main character, yeah, and he does a lot of cool shit
[9:11:23 PM] Travis Touchdown: but there's always someone better
[9:11:48 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: you don't have to be the best to be a good character
[9:12:17 PM] Travis Touchdown: exactly
[9:12:45 PM] Travis Touchdown: and I think that's an important thing for those kids to understand
[9:12:47 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: what if i mstd some wiki fic
[9:12:52 PM] Travis Touchdown: you're never going to be the best
[9:13:00 PM] Travis Touchdown: ever, that's the harsh reality of things
[9:13:05 PM] Travis Touchdown: but there's nothing /wrong/ with that
[9:13:06 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: [ash ketchum voice] god fucking dammit
[9:13:29 PM] Travis Touchdown: your friends and your trials and tribulations are what make you strong
[9:13:48 PM] Travis Touchdown: and as long as you learn from all the lessons you're encountered with and always better yourself
[9:14:05 PM] Travis Touchdown: you can find that it's not a bad thing to be second best to somebody else
[9:14:12 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: maybe i'll write something about how being the very best sucks ass
[9:14:24 PM] Travis Touchdown: you'll find that you don't have to be the greatest to be great
[9:14:38 PM] Travis Touchdown: and you don't have to have it all to be happy
[9:14:46 PM] Travis Touchdown: my ambitions are very humble
[9:14:48 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to write
[9:15:01 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to be a writer and a techie
[9:15:10 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to fix people's problems and make things to make them happy.
[9:15:21 PM] Travis Touchdown: I want to settle down with someone I love and live the best life I can.
[9:15:22 PM] BYAKUYA "YOUNG MONEY" TOGAMI: a noble goal
[9:15:26 PM] Travis Touchdown: I don't want fame, or fortune
[9:15:31 PM] Travis Touchdown: I don't want to be rich
[9:15:34 PM] Travis Touchdown: I don't want any of that
You can have a main character without them being the strongest.
You can have a side character that's better than your main.
You can show how flawed the main character is, even if he/she's based on yourself. Acknowledging flaws- and yes, you do have them- is the first step to fixing them.
You can criticize yourself without hating yourself.
You can criticize other people without being mean.
I know that for you guys, Userpedia writing is typically a "just for fun" thing. And I get that. I see the appeal in writing stories where my author avatar is this all-powerful beast and all my friends are super awesome too and we beat up internet vandals and bad guys.
But here's a reality check: that's not how the real world works.
There will always be somebody better than you. You will never be the best.
But that's...not a bad thing. At all.
If anything, it's good. You have reason to better yourself. And as long as you keep working, you'll be a happy person.
Maybe one of the people reading this has more ambition than I do. That's fine. I wish you luck, there. But you will never be the absolute best, have absolute power, absolute knowledge...and if you make it where your fictional representations are all like that, you'll do some comparisons and come out feeling inferior to yourself.
Don't do that.
It's okay to have strong main characters. But make sure they're not the strongest. Don't let them be Mary Sues.
It's okay to depict yourself and your friends in stories against virtual vandals. Why not? It's fun. It's what Userpedia was made for.
But self-improvement is the state of the human race, and it should also be the state of anyone who takes writing even remotely seriously. Even the people who don't want to do this professionally- don't you want to make something good? That people will praise and enjoy? Writing for fun is fun and I've never stopped having fun doing this, and while bettering yourself may not look fun on the surface, actually doing it is like nothing else.
Don't settle for less. You deserve better than that.
I'm saying this because, in all honesty, Project 132 is likely going to be my actual last fic on Userpedia. I'm getting older, now. I'm nearly an adult. There's a point where I'm going to have to leave this place behind, and it's looming ever closer.
Don't worry, I'll finish Project 132 and it's going to be my greatest work yet. I can promise you that. You have plenty to look forward to if you enjoy my fics.
But I feel that I have to leave something behind, for you guys just starting on Userpedia or you guys who've been there for a while. People reading and writing and spriting and all that.
When I leave Userpedia- and I will, one day, permanently- I want to know that I've left behind a site that's thriving and active, where everyone's making excellent work and improving themselves and helping others improve.
Maybe this won't make much of a difference, but I believe that effort means everything when it comes to stuff like this. And it never, never hurts to try, even if you don't make it anywhere.