As someone who used to post stuff like this on a different video game related forum, I'll give some advice: don't. This is a video game forum, and, while we certainly tolerate the average jokes and stupidity, stuff like this, especially stuff as long as this, doesn't usually go well with readers, and may get you answers you aren't looking for and/or end up making a fool of yourself.
You're better off posting this on a philosophy-based forum or something.
This topic has been going in circles, and the OP doesn't even acknowledge that most people here don't care in the slightest about his philosophical ramblings.