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  • I can't do anything, I can never live up to expectations, everything just leads to disappointment
    I've trapped myself in this fucking cycle all I can do is write some shitty section every other month
    I can't even do anything productive all I can do is distract myself but it just goes on and on
    I always mess up every step forward and I always have a ceiling above me and I can never go beyond what I am now
    I'll always be seen in the same light
    and only person I have to fucking blame is myself, now everything I say is hollow and every action I take just backfires
    I've trapped myself and all I have is my shitty life to enjoy
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    THE END
    THE END
    If you don't live to other's expectations, it's their problem, not yours. If you enjoy what you do, you shouldn't give a fuck about what they say. Really, in these situations, the only one holding you back is you. Do what you enjoy, and don't listen to other people's expectations. If the ceilings they give you are too high, set your own ceilings, and it'll feel like a big accomplishment when you break them and you can set them higher. Also, like Perch said, saying you're a failure is also holding you back. If you fail, don't give up. See what went wrong and learn from your mistakes.

    Convince yourself that you can do it, and do it. If you fail, no worries! But take that as a lesson and try again.

    I'm rooting for you!
    Sweet Snow
    Sweet Snow
    Fall down 7 times, get up 8
    LeftyGreenMario
    LeftyGreenMario
    Just to reiterate, what you've done is a mistake. It's a mistake people have done, it's a mistake people will make in the future, and we've all seen our share of teenagers, which some of us were, getting extremely overwhelmed and hung up on their mistakes throughout this history of the forum. You're not the only one going through this, and you won't be the last.

    Making mistakes, it's not the end of the world.

    People aren't hating you, people don't see you as a failure, a social reject, a loser. They point out this mistake because they care about you, they want you to improve. They know you will.

    I understand though that even well-intentioned criticisms can still hurt you extremely badly, that it feels like a personal attack, and make it extremely difficult to retain helpful advice for your growth, so I'll just try to help you understand yourself.

    What you're experiencing is a wave of extremely negative emotions triggered by a feeling of rejection from criticism, an intense feeling of that is extremely difficult to control and so you let it out through a venting post in the forum, but it will go away. But try some self introspection, try to identify patterns and triggers of this extremely negative self-evaluation. I don't want to try to speculate about mental health, but what your emotions appear to me hits close to home on how I've experienced extremely strong, overwhelming emotions in reaction to criticism of all sorts in my life both irl and in the forums so I try to speak from my experience to try to help you and try to avoid the damaging spiral of severe negative self-image issues.
    I'm feeling like I might make another Plumber Turnabout styled interactive thread
    Just got to think of a story
    Anyone interested?
    I had a dream last night that I was on here and I got a notification a mod added a apostrophe on one of my posts
    No like literally the notification said "[Mod Name] added a apostrophe to your post in [Thread Name]"
    I was so confused lmao
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    Flowey
    Flowey
    What mod was it??
    Flygon64
    Flygon64
    It wasn't any real user on this site it was just some non-existent user who had like this evangelion but in like early 90's cgi pfp
    Today at school a teacher asked me what I've been doing recently in my free time and I said "writing for a digital paper" and they were curious so I showed them the 'Shroom page
    I've officially shilled for the the 'Shroom in real life
    I thought of an idea for a 'Shroom Section based around Mario Is Missing about Luigi travelling to real world places and giving general educational overviews
    but I know nothing about that sort of topic so if someone else does feel free to steal
    doot doot doot doot doot doot doot doot doot
    pretend this is a holiday song of your choosing
    zel
    zel
    gonna pretend this is the saxophone part in busted bayou from donkey kong country tropical freeze
    this is not holiday related but i like busted baypu
    LeftyGreenMario
    LeftyGreenMario
    is this the invincible star theme
    Thought of a new big forum game idea thing but I'm still working on it
    Will probably ask for help with working out some things about it so uh if you're interested stay tuned
    is making an edit on the wiki without an account safe?
    just wonderin it says stuff about ip addresses or sumthin
    Superchao
    Superchao
    yeah it's fine, it displays your IP address as your editor name but that can't be tied to you by non-staff unless you say "HEY I MADE THIS EDIT"
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